Im taking a second to express how i feel, right now I’m feeling like i don’t know where i want to be or where my feelings are leading me i know I’m unhappy with minority of the things in my life and i have myself to blame, i could make it right but idk how because i truly don’t know what i want … they say in ur 20s is where u start to figure out where u want to be … i just want to wake up and feel happy, and i can’t honestly remember a time i woke up and was like I’m just happy with where I’m at, I’m superficial materialist and a don’t have my priorities straight in life, i lead myself in directions that i know i shouldn’t be because I’m suborn i don’t think with my head and i damn sure don’t think with my heart i just go, without thoughts and when i take a second look at my mess i ask myself late nights like tonight wtf am i doing, where do i wanna be. I’m not even sure of my feelings anymore, i just wish i had a wake up call to take me where i need to be headed …
